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just kinda want some input to something im already sure of...
im getting back into my christianity bag as if im totally new to it (as far as im concerned, i am).. im still human enough to get bored and wanna relax during weekends and pick a series to watch and/or binge on any given streaming service...
since my baptism, i've kinda been a bit more weary about the content i entertain.. some of my favorite shows/movies/songs have become cringy with a bit of guilt to it... i find myself trying to cure the algorithm set for me on things like youtube and social media with all type of christian stuff [like mainly reacting and interacting with things like #christiantiktok and so on], but, i still appreciate the normal lingering recommendations for a new conspiracy, creepypasta, or skit comedians every now and then..
im pretty much at a space where im kinda only turning say 120° (if even that) from secularity just to enjoy myself in enough space, basically saying "man, throw some Jesus in this!" with a bunch of 'as a christian' in my search bar...
lol i thank God that im not perfect though, as im proud of progress!

here, i just wanna open the space for input and insight..
how are you doing? have you found it in you to turn 180° on secularity? did you ever have to? have you found some sort of sweet/cheat spot in secularity?
how does the idea of God watching you watch stuff sit with you? lol 🤔🧐📝